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[24 Sep 2006|11:33pm]
uh.
fuck
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[26 Feb 2006|02:16pm]
balls.
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[10 Dec 2005|11:40pm]
RARARARARARARAR. i'm an angsty bitch.
i hate you.
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[04 Dec 2005|10:56pm]
i won't let this build up inside me
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[04 Oct 2005|06:10pm]
You blow my world away.
with the words that you say
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i fucking love hello eden [25 Sep 2005|02:53am]
how long will this go on?
quit looking for somebody its time you looked for yourself
how long will this go on?
and its safe to say she never found this kind of love for herself
shes terrified to be alone
she wants someone to call her own
and all this time
in the dark waiting for someone to just
come along and sweep her off her feet
picture this lonely girl if you can understand
i was born just like you i was born in those shoes
how long will this go on?
and its safe to say she never found the kind of love for herself
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[21 Jul 2005|02:23am]
[ mood | calm ]

i did some photography today, with andrew and kevin.
i need a digital slr. like now.
good times. we went to the botanical gardens in ringwood.
it's so incredibly beautiful there. i love that place.
i almost feel .. at peace, when i'm there.

we then met up with aaron, his brother, and some gay kid from best buy.
went to dog park for more pictures.
another fuckin' beautiful place.

the past week has been good.
i'm doing good.
i am okay.

words give things power.
words. give. things. power.

and i'm getting real disgusted with drama.

but, i miss you. regardless.
always.

but hey, what can you?
i only know that i can change. everything else just stays the same

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[07 Jul 2005|11:00am]
[ mood | amused ]

Auto response from soul spills: soul spills: sorry for like.. running into your house with my car, and all
xxstealyourface: hahah
xxstealyourface: its ok
xxstealyourface: no damage done
soul spills: =D

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[26 Jun 2005|05:35pm]
+got a pet snake
+got a sweet new computer
+got my system installed in my car
+dyed my hair purple

-real confused about everything and everyone
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[16 Jun 2005|08:33am]
i really fucking hope you all bleed to death =)
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[01 Dec 2004|10:16pm]
[ mood | calm ]

this is a dedication to those who do not understand how hard life can be:
ignorance is bliss.

in other news, my hand hurts. my back hurts. bleh bleh bleh.
i don't want to go to work tomorrow.
percoset is my friend.
and uh, yes.
aside from that, there's far too much on my mind as of late.
my psychiatrist switched my medicaton to effexor. i dunno how i feel about that. i haven't started it yet.

i wanna sleep.

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[10 Aug 2004|04:59pm]
har.! i am dying, but it's all good
so i figured, why not have a picture post!!
yayay!
enjoy!Collapse )
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[05 Jun 2004|10:02pm]
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[30 May 2004|02:06am]
[ mood | content ]

love is in the air
blinding me with smoke
you are the air i breathe
when i choke
<3

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[25 May 2004|04:19am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

dear kevin,
words cannot even express...
i don't even know what to say to you.

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[17 May 2004|05:32pm]
-fuck. you.
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stolen from tyrone. please do it. i'll love you forever. =D [06 Apr 2004|01:19am]
Post anything that you want here, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say.
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[31 Mar 2004|04:41am]
[ mood | crazy ]

where can i get a katana?

after that quiz and all
its just kind of mandatory that i get one.

self fulfilling prophecy perhaps?

=D

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[28 Mar 2004|08:55pm]
if i told you i put 20 cigarettes in my mouth everyday, you'd call me unhealthy. if i put one in my arm, you'd call me crazy. if i told you these scars on my knuckles are from streetfights, i'm tough. if they're from sheet rock reinforced with wood, open ice machines, and strangers windows, i'm sick. if i told you i have a few after work i'm just blowing off steam. if it's before i'm an addict.

because dignity is the only thing that no one can give you but anyone can take away.

because no one can ignore their own pain for very long. because.. because-a million becauses to fill a million Y's. because some of us didn't see stars til calloused hands covered our eyes. because some of us took baptism in our fathers brandy breath. because some of us SCREAM holy holy to mothers deaf ears. because children can smell fingerprints and the sharks circle when you have the stench of someone else. and those Y's never get answered. and those children become adults but that stink is still on me.

so i bleed for me.

i mark myself so i will never be marked again.

i scar myself to clot my wounds.

i scream louder than my demons because the only way i can be more the sum of what has been done to me is to do it all again to myself.
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[27 Mar 2004|07:10pm]
And the angel of the lord came unto me, snatching me up from my place of slumber. And took me on high, and higher still until we moved to the spaces betwixt the air itself. And he brought me into a vast farmlands of our own midwest. And as we descended, cries of impending doom rose from the soil. One thousand, nay a million voices full of fear. And terror possesed me then. And I begged, "Angel of the Lord, what are these tortured screams?" And the angel said unto me, "These are the cries of the carrots, the cries of the carrots! You see, Reverend Maynard, tomorrow is harvest day and to them it is the holocaust." And I sprang from my slumber drenched in sweat like the tears of one million terrified brothers and roared, "Hear me now, I have seen the light! They have a consciousness, they have a life, they have a soul! Damn you! Let the rabbits wear glasses! Save our brothers!" Can I get an amen? Can I get a hallelujah? Thank you Jesus.
Life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on life feeds on........

This is necessary.

It was daylight when you woke up in your ditch. You looked up at your sky then. That made blue be your color. You had your knife there with you too. When you stood up there was goo all over your clothes. Your hands were sticky. You wiped them on your grass, so now your color was green. Oh Lord, why did everything always have to keep changing like this. You were already getting nervous again. Your head hurt and it rang when you stood up. Your head was almost empty. It always hurt you when you woke up like this. You crawled up out of your ditch onto your gravel road and began to walk, waiting for the rest of your mind to come back to you. You can see the car parked far down the road and you walked toward it. "If God is our Father," you thought, "then Satan must be our cousin." Why didn't anyone else understand these important things? You got to your car and tried all the doors. They were locked. It was a red car and it was new. There was an expensive leather camera case laying on the seat. Out across your field, you could see two tiny people walking by your woods. You began to walk towards them. Now red was your color and, of course, those little people out there were yours too.
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